Intuition vs. Paranoia

You know that prickle on the back of your neck or in your gut when you know there are conversations happening behind your back?

Why is it always friends doing that?

I mean, I expect it from haters but actually they're the ones who'll say it to your face.

I respect that more.

God helps those who help themselves

I have little (if any) patience for people who sit around doing nothing all day.

No, running to the grocery store and hanging out at the coffee shop and taking your kids to the beach does not count as something.

Get up from your lounge chair by the pool and get a fucking job.

And stop whining about all the money you don't have.

Alone again...naturally

Sometimes it's far less lonely to be friendless.

I have friends, but often feel neglected, ignored, left out.

It is also nearly impossible to answer "why are you depressed?" when the asker is someone who is one of the direct causes of said depression.

Girl can't help it.

Sometimes, I am dead inside.

Starting over. Again.

Ready or not, 2008, here I come.
Clear a fucking path.